Thursday, January 23, 2014

You can not....


..see me, as in, the gestalt magic pixie I am. And it breaks my heart. You fear my foibles as I fear them and as you are right to do
. Today I interviewed for a hot role in Laos running a legal practice. but you would not come with me. You spoke to you internals about the UAE. I would go with you.

But you will never want to commit to me or marry me because if where we have been and what you have seen and the mental breakdown i had.  So thank you, always, for the good times and for keeping me alive, I guess.

But I think we have seen the sun set.

And that rips my guts out like a bad prankand more than those winter mornings I once experienced. I dont know. Ive only been there once and it was f*cking gruesome.