2010

RE: MM's christening‏

RE: MM's christening

Caitlin Kelly

7:30 AM

To: Rowan's Gmail

Hey, thanks for the response, I appreciate it.

You had a child, you understood what that meant and you should have known that they are not dispensable if one's life circumstances don't happen to be conducive. 

I actually didn't know this.

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Subject: Re: MM's christening
Date: Sat, 9 Jan 2016 20:46:57 -0700

Hey Caitlin

I think about it often.

It was a terrible thing to go through.  More so for you I am sure.

It makes me sad to think about it and of course I wish things could have been different.

Ultimately you made the decision and I agreed that it was the right thing to do in the circumstances.  That doesn't mean I have forgotten about it or that I am ok with it.

I am sure neither of us will ever feel happy about that decision nor will we ever get over it.

I am very happy for you that you are experiencing the joys of motherhood.  But also feel sad that you had to go through what you did in 2010.

I hope you can find peace and happiness in your new life as a mum.

I know you will be a very good one.

Rowan

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On 9 Jan 2016, at 2:22 pm, Caitlin Kelly wrote:

Hey there, I hope you are well. I have realised that I am actually still quite upset about the abortion that we had in 2010.  I gather you recovered from it. Having a child, and looking at her, makes me contemplate the fact that we killed a baby back then, because our situation was unsuitable. I am actually not ohm with that. I feel like you were taking something out on a little baby that was not it's fault.

I require a response from you.