Saturday, January 3, 2015

Your poison song

I feel crushed in servitude
Oppressed by your disease;
I can not walk out the way I want to;
You have made me a slave, just like you.

Because you will not walk out alive
It feeds on my blood too
And so I wait
For some miracle that never comes , dear girl I wait
Looking to the roof, the sky
The menu, old photos,
And email thrown askew
I delete delete delete deleting you
And yet the new months of the year, I wait
For you

But you get no better… while I am waiting, crying aging
You just get
No f*cking better
Your disease drinks of both of us
Maybe you deserve it but I don’t

I am going to walk away dear
don’t be scared it wont be fast
edge oh so slowly till at last
We are so far apart, you'll wake up one day and feel your heart
Skin so cold your lips are blue, you’ll
know that I am gone
Maybe by then….
You will find this song
You'll know we had a chance one time,
soluble it was
and now long gone.
So wish you'd dried out long ago;
The world I wanted to you to show,
Now your just long gone and I've moved on
Princess at the bottom

I’ll always wish that you had proved me wrong.