You said they wouldn't hurt me. You said that everything would be okay if I told the truth. Everything you said I believed. I thought you had some magical power where you just knew. Like, everything.
And yet here I am falling apart. It is snowing in the streets. He is not mine any more and I don't think that I am his. Asako is worried, everyone is worried and I don't care. I am as close as I have ever been but don't have any medicine or any escape. I want to go home and as the words leave my lips I realise I have no home.
Out beyond our ideas or right doing and wrong doing there lies a field… I'll meet you there.
