Fog
gone.
Goodbye Ted, I'll see you tomorrow, I love you.
You kiss my forehead as though you have done this before
I don't find your name or any words, just stare at you. You are very beautiful.
I bet you made some man happy when you agreed to be his wife.
Montreal
told me what to do, in garbled french
A whirlwind in your head, dark grey eyes, cacophony of hurried words,
Tall people throw fur coats full of snow at me as they stomp in the door
A child asks when Santa will appear
The Madame of the Manor wears stupid flashing earrings
O Holy Night
Allnighter
you have been up all night.
Look, it's not my best but it's the best I could do by 4pm.
Then take it away. I don't want this. You are my star student. I only want your best.
We share a grin, an understanding.
I always break the rules for you.
It just hurts is all
Distant
Well I explained why! It wasn't very attractive, watching you implode. Anyway, I've been trying.
I know. I understand.
Then why are you making this deal of it now?
It just hurts.
The only people I hate more than doctors are lawyers;
Love you Cant stand you Ramblings
Im ashamed that's what you both became.
They won't tell me whats going on now, since the accident, Im so afraid.
Please come home I need you.
The Magic
Lets sleep under the Christmas tree.
Fairy lights take us back, colourful silk ribbons scattered like sequins,
the scent of pine in your hair.
Pretend we are innocent again, just for this night.
