but that's ok - it's actually devastatingly beautiful & poetic in a way.

From: 
To: ochlinca@hotmail.com
Subject: RE: My new gumtree add- "Tutor to the stars!"
Date: Thu, 9 May 2013 04:10:30 +0000

did you write this too?
how much time to you have on your hands woman? i really think you need a more creative outlet in your life...you have such a brilliant, quirky and entertaining mind. such a shame to waste it in law...

love you! so excited you are coming for girls weekend away in august

xx

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On 09/05/2013, at 2:25 PM, "Caitlin Kelly" <ochlinca@hotmail.com> wrote:

Thank you. I wrote it and found it iextremely funny. I am goign to AA tonight because I am scared WW will leave me soon:-( I am getting too crazy for him.

How is study? 

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Subject: Re: RE: My new gumtree add- "Tutor to the stars!"
From:
Date: Thu, 9 May 2013 15:09:11 +1000
To: ochlinca@hotmail.com

I'm good. you are actually a creative genius. that's why you can't hold down a long term relationship & have substance abuse problems... but that's ok - it's actually devastatingly beautiful & poetic in a way. I think u just need to find a new career where you will have some kind of outlet for your brilliant mind x

Sent from Hannah's phone

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Why thank you I think. I agree. Sort of. What on earth kind of job can i get where i vandalise gumtree for my own amusement by being foul and obnoxious? How do I convinvce the world that it is art and no one else could write such brilliant bullsh*t? 

Last week I broke down on WW in body wracking sobs about hating my job and how its killing me and how I am trapped like a slave. I had had about 11 hours sleep between M-F. I looked like sh*t and i sounded like a nutbag. What a turn on. 

This week its ok and I am talking to people about how i feel and its ok again. 

I need to be writing nice poetry and short stories about relationships and the fragility and beauty of the human condition, not writing from my defiant angry 8 yearold side.