Ironically after claiming to understand everything a timid doe needed I did the worst thing I possibly could and I trapped her.
I Just want to say I am sorry for last night, for forcing you to pick up the phone like that. I'm sorry for using information you have inadvertently sent to me to force you into something you weren't comfortable with. I should have just listened, but I was worried. I didn't understand what you were going through. It felt like you were reaching out, but you weren't making much sense. I thought you were drinking. I thought you were alone. I wish I could take it back, I wish there weren't a million lame excuses inside my head, I wish it didn't happen.
I want to say that regardless I wouldn't have called him, I wouldn't have invaded your world like that, that is was an empty threat, but I can't. I honestly don't know what I would have done had I thought you were really in trouble. The next flight to Perth wasn't until the morning. I know what I would have said though.
She needs you. Look after her.
For me at least, this hasn't changed anything. I just want you to know that, in case you were wondering. You're crazy yes, but still nice. I still like you.
I hope you can forgive me, and maybe trust me again.
